I Listened When They Told Me, If He Burns You, Let Him Go, Change Is Hard, I Should Know

--"Change Is Hard", She & Him

I came back from the gym to find this as a response to the post (" She's Just One Of Those Corners In My Mind, And I Just Put Her Right Back With The Rest, That's The Way It Goes, I Guess") above. She even had the nerve to leave it as an IM response rather than calling me so we could talk or at least wait for me to be home to talk.

Whatever. I'm done with it all. She's an idiot.

Icc (9:57:57 PM): all that was probably in your head, y

Icc (9:59:14 PM):no pretend i didn't write this to you... nvm i still hate you

Icc (10:04:44 PM): ps: dont hate you because of some drama reason, i hate you because you couldn't treat me like a real friend--- you could have waited to tell me, or just never said anything and it would have gone back to the way it was before.... but you had to justify yourself, explain it all like I was kid and do it at a time when all i needed truly was a friend. i take it back i dont hate you... i'm just disappointed in you. I'm disappointed you wouldn't

Icc (10:09:08 PM): give me a small mercy. i know i'm weird... but man... your not the picture of normalcy either. You get on your high horse and look down... not just now---all the time. I can't help being what i am, i'm one of a kind that's for sure.... and i can't be friends with anyone who doesn't appreciate that for what it is. its not the sex, i can say goodbye to that at anytime, its that i was never your friend, not really, not like them two or whatever....

Icc (10:12:57 PM): Were we ven friends at all? Or couldn't you find anyone else... you're treating me like partime person... out of sight out of mind... i don't exist because I didn't do what you want... fit into your idea of wat would happen... Im done with that now... You can't make me feel bad anymore... yu can't make me feel stupid for getting todo what I want to do... not anymore...

Icc (10:20:18 PM):I think you were mad at me for something, for leaving or not being wat you want... or maybe you really are just a vengeful person... Or maybe you were usng me the entire time... I never wanted to believe I was just another harbour in the night to you, and... well whatever i am i refuse to be that, not to you or anyone. I'm just sorry you thought I'd want to be around you ever again... I can't be friends with the faithless... i need all the help i can get.

Icc (10:22:28 PM): Good Luck in everything Patrick, i know you'll do well if you don't crush everything that actually sees you for what you really are.

Yours Swimmingly,
mojo shivers